Farewell.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 at 1:28 PM
I'm going to say farewell to someone , i really cherish but is gone now.
My badminton coach, Jin Xiao Bai.
Thank you coach , for always sacrificing your time to coach us.
Making us believe in ourselves,
Making us work towards our goal ,
because we got the same thought and our goal in mind.
Yet , you made the desicion to leave us, when we having so much fun , and everything.
My mood totally changed from like .. 100degrees HAPPY , to totally 0 degrees TOTALLY UPSET.
Why do you have to do this to us coach.
You made a desicion that hurt everyone , left scars on everyone's heart , and just pried our heart open in a moment . And let everyone's sadness just flow out.
Is that how you treat us . You shouldn't have leave us. You're the worst.
I always knew you are the best coach i've ever seen.
yet , i didn't know you were so mean, leaving us and everything, not thinking about our feelings.
When you talked to us , you didn't even want to tell us why are you leaving.
And so i felt it for the first time. BETRAYAL.
i haven't felt it so HARD before , it was because of you. YOU WHO MADE ME LIKE THAT.
I can't smile ,
even when just now i saw my cousin , i can't even smile and i don't even want to play with him.
When you stepped out of that door , everyone's heart just pried open.
The whole wave of tears , just came gushing down , without you noticing.
You just left memories , sad memories , and happy memories , but made us cry when we last saw you , that is what we would always remember.
We would only remember how we met you , and how we left you. Well , you made a bad memory and a good memory for us. But guess which one we will remember more?
OUR BAD MEMORY .
Thank you Bai JiaoLian. Thank you and i love you. And i will always miss you.
Thank you for everything & Most of all , i will prove you wrong , and i won't feel betrayal anymore. Thankyou jiao lian , for making me work towards my goal and do everything over again.
Let's work towards our goal Jiaolian. THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING.
I LOVE YOU. ♥
i don't understand why do we always treasure people so much when they're gone.
Labels: Depression.
Cravings. ^^
-Top 15 in CA1.. -Go Japan&Korea at the same time.
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-Get autograph from Shinee/Ukiss/B2ST/SuperJunior/FtIsland/Boyfriend/
-Dog.
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- Cute bag with animal prints ;3
-Pierce my ear.
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-Go to
-Learn Korean/Japanese.
-3rd in next year's Bdivision north zone.





